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Waiting

Waiting
For the
Phone to
Ring
Waiting 
For the 
Night 
To fall
Waiting
Here for
You to
Come
Waiting
Always
Waiting
Staring 
Into open
Air hoping 
But
Here I 
Sit
Alone
Quiet and 
Uncontrolled
Here I 
Am for
You but
Not here
Now and 
Spiraling
Into me
Myself
Swallowing
Waiting
And it hurts
Like a
Knife in
My gut
But waiting
Anyway
The tears 
Don't fall
Yet but
I'm
Waiting

J. M. Gray ©2003

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